Yeah, it’s another one of those nights.  Jay got up to do something for work since he’s on call, and I haven’t been able to get back to sleep. I decided to come upstairs for a bath to try and relax, but instead I started cleaning out the nursery closet. I really wanted to get [...]

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I’m sitting in my grad class waiting for it to start. We just had to fill out or eval forms before everyone does their presentation. I had called a woman who used to be a secretary for the school. I was told she babysits for one of the aids grandchildren. I asked if she’d be [...]

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The frustration of trying to figure out what is going to fit or not fit after delivery is really getting to me. I don’t know if I’ll fit back into my normal clothes or if I’ll be stuck in sweat clothes until I loose enough weight. Regardless of even that issue, I have been trying [...]

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With 30 days to go, I realize that counting down may be completely a waste of my time since my cousin, Angela, is now three days over due and there is no sign of baby. Yet some how I really don’t care. It makes me feel like there is an end in sight.  Yesterday by [...]

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I had Dee, the midwife (remember her from when we first found out?- little scattered, but nice and showed me my baby a lot on the ultrasounds) who had just gotten back. It was her first day because she was out for knee surgery. Jay didn’t make it to the appointment. Not that he wasn’t [...]

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